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Sunday, January 3rd, 2010
mightymanda	4:37a	resolution time 2010 style i feel like with the new year i want to get back to the me that I used to love so much. rght now i hate the person i've become. I hate my relationship like 70 percent of the time. I hate my lack of friends. and I hate my outward appearance. for instance fighting with jr sucks. work and fighting take up the majority of my time. and honestly i feel like with this relatinship he wants me tomake money, come home, play house, and be at his beck nd call and honestly I think thats what lost me in the first place. the fact that ive gained weight most day i dont brush my teeth or hair and that I'm fine with going at least a week with out showering is appalling. So i fiugred despite all of the resolutions. my main one is to get my life in order. become the person i want to be maybe not the person I was but at least someone I am happy with because right now I'm not happy with who I've become. job, health, love, self, friends, fun, future, family, home. are all the things I need to work on. P.s. its sad that the only reason jr can think that we aren't fighting is that we dont see each other. :( Current Mood: optimistic Current Music: the refrigerator (Comment on this)